so I’ve been writing along on Ethan and Rachel’s story. Only last night I realize that the last 30 pages or so have to go. Away. As in they’re all sorts of fucked up and I have to rewrite them completely. I can barely contain my enthusiasm.

So yeah, I’ve got a lot written today. Too bad it’s not progress and it’s just me fixing what I screwed up to begin with. So in essence I lost a bitchload of time that I can’t afford to lose.

To that end, I’m going underground for the next two weeks. I’m hoping by the end of the month I’ll have blazed through a good portion of this story so that September can be spent figuring out if it makes any sense.

Try not to have too much fun without me…

Which I’m not sure why I’m so excited. I’ll be way more excited when the kids go back to school. Not that I’m counting the days or anything.

Headache is gone. Stress level is back down. Hope to resume writing, which has taken a big hit this week. This weekend, well again, WHY am I looking forward to it?? I have grocery shopping to do, back to school shopping to do, a house to clean, okay so it’s a shithole.

I think I’m going back to bed.

I think I’m going to need copious amounts of alcohol to get through it.

Oh, and before I forget, the new website should be going live soon. It’s a completely different look but I believe it’s more functional and easily navigated. Less confusing and focuses on what’s most important. The books!

I’m out of migraine medicine, out of refills.

Need more. Waiting on doctor to give more

Until the kids go back to school This summer has gone by SO fast, and at first I thought hell, I’ve gotten nothing done, but that’s not true. It just SEEMS like it. I do look forward to having my nice quiet days back, though.

I love utter quiet and calm, and that’s just because with three kids and hubby at home, the TV is always on, there’s always fighting and bickering, loud play, rambunctious romping etc.

But during the school year, for seven whole hours, there is complete still. No TV (I never ever turn the thing on) no arguing, no conversation. I even resent the phone ringing, which rarely ever occurs. Isolationist anyone?

People wonder why I spaz when I go to RT or RWA. Well, there you have it. You throw someone who is used to isolation into a crowd of noisy, outgoing people, and meltdown is inevitable.

I’m finally writing The Darkest Hour. I love this story, these characters. I love this series. I just finished edits on Into the Lair which is another series I dearly love. Oh, and I also just turned in Desire book 2, which I titled The Tycoon’s Rebel Bride. Such a perfect title for that book. I’m hoping I get to keep it.

Oh and in book news, I can tell you that there will be a sequel to Golden Eyes this next spring. Amber Eyes is the story of the “lost” sister Kaya who we learned a little about in Golden Eyes. You can look for that story in March from Samhain Publishing.

Conference was really terrific this year. People always have different things to say every year. Some people love it, others thinks it’s a waste of time, but in the end, it’s all about what you make it.

I will say I can’t wait for next year. I love Washington D.C. The hubby’s going with me this time, and one of my dearest friends on earth lives there, so I’ll get to see her

I came home to a ton of work (nothing new) and the kids are going back to school in a couple of weeks, so there’ll be back to school shopping. I’m kinda looking forward to September heh

I love the Blackberry, but I don’t really know how to use it. Apart from the basics, which really, is all I NEED to know. As long as I can check email, send email, answer the phone, that sort of thing. I’m so not one of these high tech chicks whose Blackberry can open locks and hack into the FBI files or something.

So in an effort to organize myself, I started entering all my appointments for the RWA conference into the Blackberry so I wouldn’t unknowingly commit to something when I already had something scheduled at the same time. Good grief. I’m overwhelmed just looking at it.

Theron’s book…well, it’s close to being done. I’ll need the rest of this week to finish it. I have to mail it before I leave for RWA next Tuesday. Getting this close to a deadline, well, it’s never happened. I’m a freak about finishing stuff early. We were talking about deadlines the other night at the Writeminded Chat, and Amy was all about taking every possible second of her deadline and overnighting it for a gazilliion dollars. Me? I usually finish up about a month ahead of time, sometimes longer, and then I like to put it up and forget about it for several weeks. I let it percolate.

Then I go back to it, open it up, read it with fresh eyes and fix stuff, then send it off to wherever it’s going.

Well, that’s not going to happen this time and it’s bugging the holy hell out of me. I do edit as I go, and I begin each writing session with looking back over what was previously written, so it’s not like I’ll be sending some raw mass of unedited crap, but still, not having that percolating time for this book bugs me.

Shit happens. This has been a crazy summer and at this point I’ll just be grateful I got all the projects done that I was supposed to get done by Aug 1.

One of my readers emailed me and asked me about my writing process and suggested I post a blog about it. And yes, I know, many of you can’t, for whatever reason, post a comment, and I promise I’m having my web chickie look at it. We’re in the process of redoing the website and blog so I’m hoping the problem is fixed when the new site goes live (fingers crossed)

So anyway, she asked about how my books comes together or if I have any special things I do as the story progresses. The short answer is uhm no. I am pretty regimented, which Amy would laugh at and say something snotty like that I sound ANAL, but I hate change. I get used to doing things a certain way and well, I just can’t deviate from it, especially if it works.

I write by chapter. For each book, I create a new folder in my books directory, and name it whatever the book title is. Then I create files in that particular book’s folder. I might have a synopsis file, a notes file, any research I do goes in its own file etc. Then I create a file called “working full” and then I start the story with chapter 1, and it’s its own file as well. So if I have 40 chapters in the book then I’ll have 40 individual files in that folder.

As I finish a chapter, when I reach the end, I highlight all and copy it into the working full so that I have the individual chapters but I also have one comprehensive file with the story in its entirety. It’s nice to see my page count and word count without having to go back and look at each individual chapter. I don’t do any editing whatsoever on the “working full.” It’s just for show and my own personal way of keeping track of my progress.

When I finish the story and it’s time for me to edit, I then start a new file with the actual name of the book. Then I go and open each individual chapter and I edit it chapter by chapter. As I complete each one, I then paste the edited, complete chapter into the file that has the book title. So when I get to the end, I have an edited, squeaky clean (ok somewhat clean) version of the book all in one file. This is the one that gets sent off to my editor.

That’s my process. Sounds convaluted, but lord help me if I ever changed it.